at the age of 19 y/o

there's this one guy, whom i called him as longz.
i never thought that i would have some feelings towards him.

refreshing back my memories,
in our first sem, we had to do our first physics experiment.
no one knows how to do the lab report.
and, are the results that we got is correct or not,
no one knows.

the only way to know is to make a comparison with other groups' results.
that is the first time i whatsapped longz.
heh,
he decided to make some jokes,
which is cool,
I asked him to send me the picture of the graph,
he told me that he would send it to me at around 1am-3am,
and i was like, you're kidding me right?
little did i know, he didn't.

at 1.40am as i was about to sleep, he sent me the picture,
that is when i realised that hey, we can be a good friend.
but i don't have that 'i like him' feeling back then.
also in our first semester,
we had to do the presentation for chemistry,
so some of us brought our laptops to the class that day,
but most of them left their laptops in this one class which at first, we thought that the class is free, takde kelas yang akan guna kelas tu, faham tak?
but then there was this one class that wanted to use 'our' class.
so we had to move.
but most of the guys are not in the class.
they went for zohor prayer makan pe semua.

then aku masa tu ada dalam kelas,
sebagai kawan yang baik,
aku pun tolong la bawak keluar beg kawan aku yang ada laptop dalam tu.
cam dak perempuan yang ada dalam kelas tu each cari beg yang ada laptop,
just in case takut hilang, sebab beg yang takde laptop tu kitorg tinggalkan,
sebab lepastu kitorg nak masuk kelas tu balik,
so i found this one black bag that contained laptop inside it.

aku bawak la keluar,
eh beg siapa ni?
aku pun tarik keluar satu buku dari dalam beg tu,
oh, syafiq anuar punya.
syafiq anuar=longz,
so aku whatsapp la dekat group kelas something like this:
"weh longz beg kau aku pegang",
lama sikit lepas tu,
ada orang datang dari belakang tiba tiba tanya aku,
"mana beg abang?"
i turned around and wallaaa, syafiq anuar tengah cakap dengan aku rupanya,
aku blur tau mula mula tu,
oh ok ok aku faham,
he called himself abang because his name is syafiq anuar and mine is natrah anuar.

also in sem satu,
fana dengan aku plan nak pergi zoo.
so kitorg ajak lah budak kelas aku yang perempuan join,
tapi tak ramai nak join,
so ajak lah faizul cemat join sekali,
so yang setuju nak join ada fana, aku, lia, raja, cemat dgn faizul.
but then kitorg sewa avanza,
biasalah bila student, kalau boleh semua benda nak save,
so aku saje whatsapp longz tanya samada dia nak join ke tak,
aku rasa dia tak akan nak join plan ni sebab kitorg pergi a day before raya haji,
and masa tu dah start cuti seminggu,
buttttttt,

he says yes. dia boleh join.
walao, jimat.
so end up ada fana, aku, lia, raja,  faizul, syafiq anuar, hakim.
cemat tak jadi nak ikut sebab dia kena balik kelantan on the day nak pergi zoo tu,
so gantilah dgn hakim.

we have longz faizul hakim fana me lia dan raja

masa result uitm dah keluar untuk sem satu,
aku cuma cerita result aku dekat syakir dgn longz.
yeah why longz?
idek why, we don't really talk that much,
tah.

moving on to the second sem,
he's that one friend that you can like literally tanya anything la,
cam that one time aku tak sure chemistry,
aku whatsapp dia tanya la,
cool dia jawab persoalan aku,
there's this one day, aku tak tahu macam mana nak buat maths,
aku sent kat dia soalan maths,
he said he was on the bed,
so aku anggap dia takkan jawab la soalan aku of course la kan,
a few minutes after that he sent me
his jalan kerja yang serious aku sendiri tak faham,
dah lah tulisan tak lawa,
tapi terima kasih atas usaha.
tapi betul la apa dia hantar jawapan tu, tapi tulisan tu kalau boleh
cantikkan la okok

yeah, the day that i lost my matric card,
thankz beb tolong 'carikan' hahahaha,

so on our last day in dengkil,
i wrote him a letter doo,
plan asal everyone tulis surat for everyone dalam kelas,
tapi ye la tengah final kan,
takde makne orang nak buat,
but i did do,
but for the girls and longz.
our last paper was on friday,
i told him i wanted to give him a letter,
long story short,
jumpa hari sabtu.

on that saturday,
which is also the day aku finally pindah balik rumah,
last day in dengkil,
as an asasi student(Natrah Asasi),
we met.
i've told you before,
kitorg tak bercakap sangat,
cuma whatsapp je yang banyak.

ahh plan nak jumpa longz,
tiba tiba ada hakim sekali.
ok kool,
aku bagi longz surat tersebut, told him not to open it now,
i told them that i would like to have a picture of us together,
sebab hakim dengan longz kawan dengan nazmi, ameer dgn hanifah,
cool en school mates kau kawan dengan asasi mates kau sebab dulu diorg sama asrama.

one of us ajak la ambik gambar dekat padang, lawa sikit.
yeah, aku bayangkan nanti longz yang akan jadi monopod sebab standard memang dia la
sebab dia paling panjang,
but then nope,
sampai dekat tengah padang tu,
tiba hakim hulur tangan dekat longz,
longz bagi phone dia dekat hakim.

walao, kiranya aku dengan syafiq anuar yang akan bergambar berdua,
ye gembira memang sebab aku kan syok dekat dia,
tapi adakah ini dirancang??????

ye syafiq like literally bengkokkan lutut so that aku tak nampak pendek dan dia tak nampak panjang. #shortpeopleproblem

lepastu borak sikit, tipu,
lama jugak borak dekat tepi tu,
after that i told them yang aku nak pergi mart,
hakim pun nak pergi keluarkan duit jap kat anjung,

masa naik tangga tu longz cam boleh tak aku bukak surat ni sekarang,
and i was like, ahh jangan, balik nanti lepas baca tolong bakar ok.
and i said my last 'bai' before we went on our seperate ways(poyo),
tiba tiba masa dalam mart,
longz dgn hakim masuk mart jugak.

longz cakap, "weh gambar tadi aku nampak buruk",
i was like, "sooooo?".
kau pun faham la maknannya jom la ambik gambar lagi.
aku nampak hakim tengah tunggu luar mart.

lepas bayar semua, aku tengok luar mart,
eh hakim dah takde,
oh ok.
so end up aku turun berdua dengan longz.
borak sikit pasal upu,
he told me that dia tak mohon langsung UiTM,
told him that aku mohon semua UiTM.
(hence the explanation for one of the conversations i posted on twitter).

habis borak, longz cakap la,
"so lepasni kita dah tak jumpa la eh?"
and i was like,
"ye la, sebab kau tempat lain, aku tempat lain"
wished him the best in whatever he do,
suddenly he asked,
"kau suka syakir ke?"
and i was like,
"nehhhhh, syakir is more like kawan perempuan aku la, mana ada".
after that bai bai bai,
aku pun naik balik dahlia 2.

hahahahahahahahahahahah i would laugh at myself reading this in 5 years time. to whom i ended up with, anda boleh gelak.

okok dah la tu, pukul tiga pagi dah ni,
salam 16 ramadhan ;D